i hate how in one fucking day, every single thing just falls apart.
every aspect of my life can just be affected and there's no way i can even get out of it.
i can feel everyone getting tired of me because i'm always the one who cares more.
just yesterday afternoon i was laughing my ass off and then things just kind of always have to take a downward spiral and it's like everything that could go wrong goes wrong and no one even cares anymore and i just feel so alone.
i'm sorry for being sad and boring and i'm sorry for being fucked up and fucking everything up.
i'm sorry for being me. i'm sorry for being alive.